Friday, January 10

Be strong :')

You can stand there and smile you can sit there and laugh 
but you can't trick me I know it's a mask 
You’re trying to lie to me and everyone else 
but why is it that you’re lying to ..........

Hard to breath
Weird to touch
Acting normal
Think too much

Trying hard
To figure out
Moving onward
Engulfed in doubt

Don't look back
Too much pain
And in fact
Nothing to gain

Filled with knots
Wasted time
A penny for my thoughts
I deserved a dime

Who's to say what's true
I never said I was right
Guess I never knew 
It's not worth the fight

Thinking about before
Don't know who I was
Could have closed the door
And never been an "us"

Said you would stay
Promised you could
Chose to walk away
I knew you would

Everything was fine
Said we'd never part
Knew it was a line
But gave you my heart

I'll take the blame
I've always known
I played your game
You lost alone

I know you know
There's more to give
You were a stepping stone
I have a life to live

Hard to love
Weird to trust
Acting typical
Think it was lust

BerSABARlah :)

Meskipun seluruh isi dunia melupakanmu ingatlah bahawa kita masih ada Allah yg menemani . Ya Allah tabahkan hati hamba-hambaMu ini. Ketika musibah datang aku cuba utk bertahan tapi knapa air mata aku ni nak ja mengalir sekuat-kuatnya .

Hidup aku berbanding dulu lain sangat . Aku pun dah tak macam dulu . Maafkan aku .. maafkan kakak mak ayah . Maafkan aku , sahabat . Terlalu banyak yang aku nak katakan ... tapi kenapa setiap kali aku nak cakap aku lupa habis segala-galanya . Ujiann , YES ! God is testing me . Just be patient and smile :)Aku hanya ada ALLAH saja . It's okay ... 




Mereka yang disana lebih menderita dari aku . Aku ni Allah uji keseorang saja tapi mereka di sana syria , palestin dan mesir berjuang demi mempertahankan ISLAM . Wallahuu , siapalah aku nak dibandingkan dengan mereka . Aku masih bersyukur sebab aku masih ada keluarga dan kawan-kawan cuma mereka tak pernah faham aku . Cukuplah bagi aku mereka ada disisi aku . Thanks Allah for everything .


Sabarlah sabrina . Hidup kat dunia ni hanya sementara . Just for a while . Akhirat tu yang penting . Biarlah kat dunia ni kita menderita asalkan kat akhirat bahagia selama-lamanya disisi Allah dan Rasulullah serta sluruh umat islam yg lain . Aku just nak hadapi hidup ni dengan hati yang tabah . Ya Allah ! moga aku kuat . Biarlah aku kehilangan keluarga , sahabat janji aku masih ada Allah . Aku yakin sangat Allah takkan tinggalkan aku .